Such a nice weather to swim.
But I'm lazy & damn full lol.


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Yum ^^

I want to eat durian.
But my mom said it's ex :(

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我是个木头。


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Think I'm having dementia, damn forgetful nowadays.
Too much drugs controlling me zzzzz


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Bored at work 😳

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:(
It's like 2.5-10 out of 1million people will get this disease and obviously I'm the luckyone.




Since much research still need to be done for this disease, I participated as one of the subjects.

Today, I thought it was just a simple scan (emphasised by my doc who texted me yesterday to avoid certain food and medicine for this simple scan), but there's more to it :/
So I was diagnosed with another disease, (if only striking 4D was THAT easy).
There's 2 doctors in the room, 1 research girl, 1 nurse and me.
So all were crowding around the laptop looking at the images of the scan lol.
And I've upgraded, will be seeing a consultant now instead of a registrar.
The consultant scheduled more tests for me :(( 3 more tests to be done in the next 2 months.
On top of that, more blood needs to be taken, sorry veins :@

was having a lot of negative thoughts just now and I broke down.
It's really scary as the disease progresses.
All the images found over the Internet are scaring me.
It's harddddddd but I know i should learn to take things easy, accept it slowly.
But then again, I don't know how long can I stay optimistic about it.
How I wish there's someone I could talk to, but I couldn't find one.
I wonder how long can I hold on to.
Just hope that the results for next 3 tests will be normal, which I highly doubt so cos I'm already experiencing the symptoms.



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Oh my godddddd lol.
The first digit of my weight has changed. D: D:
My mouth has to stop working so hard.
Later I can't fit into the clothes that I've recently bought = waste money.
Lol crap.


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Randomszxc.

1. I dropped my toothbrush on the floor while I was brushing my teeth ><
2. I walked many rounds and rounds and rounds just to find a toilet at j8. Lolzxvbnm
3. I feel like eating durian.
4. I ate 3 dumplings today.
5. My iPhone batt has became super sucky when I've used it for <6 months ><
6. The yoga instructor said our urine will smell different after the yoga session D:
7. I can't wait for my loots to reach me.
8. I'm money deprived badly.
9. I slept <6 hrs per day for the past 2 days.
10. IM SUPER TIRED NOW AND GONNA CLOCK 12 HOURS OF SLEEP.

GOOD NIGHT!!
What a redundant post lol.


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Aching all over from the Pilates class on Monday :@
I should feel happy that I'm aching? Cos I've muscles and they are working lol lol.

Today's gonna be a long day, packed till 9pm :(

&&& pastamania is opened at yewtee point :D
There's 30% off for students whoos! :DD

Okay good night.


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Had my first pilates class today at 10am.
Woke up at 8am to have my med then breakfast before the workout.
#diligent.

Today was a long day.
I enjoyed it thou.

I enjoyed working a lot, main reason is cos there's nice people there.
Okay, so some of them have known of the condition (okay tried to keep it from them for like 2 months) cos I'm taken some off days for hosp appt and naturally they ll be curious of it.
And of course, they re shocked that I'm suffering this at such a young age.

Sometimes, I hesitated to reveal about my condition is cos I do not wish to be labelled as a 'sick' person.
I can still walk, eat and carry out daily activities just like anyone out there.
I don't need sympathy or people showing extra care and concern just because of my condition.
I'm just like anyone out there, except that I need my meditation to lead a near normal and almost decent quality of life..

people tend to look at things at a superficial level. That's when we failed to justify someone's actions and behaviours cos what they have gone through is certainly more than what we can imagine.

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I secretly opened the referral letter from my DR to another specialist. ( lol lol )

It goes:
Dear colleague,
Thank you for reading ####
Ms Adeline is a young lady suffering from ##########
#######
those ##### are the words that I can't interpret.
Y'know DRs handwriting are a lil hard to interpret yeah?

Hmm, up till today, I'm still unsure of what I'm suffering from.
I knew I have got X and Y.
But there's more to it, that's why the DR requested for so many blood tests oh my.
Too much WONDERS in my blood.
Body is working too HARD to produce these WONDERS.
Actually, i don't really understand what the DR was talking about (my medical condition) on Monday lol lol.
I just nodded and nodded lol lol.

Nevertheless, i'm truly truly truly truly BLESSED by all these.
FML.
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Legs are aching from the yoga session yesterday. #weak lol.

Life has been pretty much boring.
Life has been evolving around work, home, school and hospital.

Boring life. Or maybe not.
Cos I'm quite active in online shopping lol lol.
Spending almost everyday.
Too much, I must control, saying it like forever lol.

I JUST BOUGHT SOMETHING FROM FROM ONLINE AGAIN zzz.






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I spent $70 on something that I usually will spend <$40 on :/
Okay, it's alright to spurge *once in a while right* D: but it's happening all the time lol.

Work tomorrow :@

I think the medication is causing me to have insomnia, like what the pharmacist claimed :O
SCREW YOU S.

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Me: next Friday The doc scheduled me to check A, next month check B, next next month see doctor.
Mom: Wah so jialat, like going to see all the specialists.
Me: ya lol, this disease affects all parts of your body.

FML. I'm going to compile a whole list of questions to ask The DR soon lol. Have read so much online & it's scaring me, by a lot D: D: D:


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Insomnia D:
Shouldn't have taken the medications at night :@
Now I can't sleep ><


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2 months of medication.
$100+ D:

The DR was really nice lah LOL.
She looked so serious when she was analysing my blood tests results :/
So many tests that she've scheduled me to do D:
Schedule is gonna be packed w all those tests and consultations. :@

Anyw my mom was rlly nice la LOL
She called at like 5++ to find out how's the appointment went (okay she still remember that I'd got a dr appt alto she's honey-mooning w my dad in Thailand)
& she went on saying that she Diden buy the shorts cos the design wasn't that nice blah blah.
Told her that I ll claim my medical bills from her when she's back lol lol.

The medical bills is gonna be a burden w those all sorts of tests and medications D: D:
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Bought my yoga mat $8.90 only LOL.
But it doesn't come w cover :(
Hoping that I could just buy the cover.
Damn cheap!
Going for my 1st yoga lesson this wed LOL.
Hopefully I ll attend those 8 lessons faithfully! :/
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Finally had koi 😄
Gonna take 1.5hrs to reach home cos I decided to take bus (for the sake of being able to sit comfortably lol)

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What a dream.
Dreamt that I suffered from some disease and would die soon lol.

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Nua-ing in bed since like 12pm?
Was feeling so weak + uncomfortable + tired today. :((


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Choco muffin!
Ate 2 today already omg.
The 3rd one is Gonna be my breakfast.

Plan for tomorrow:
Shopping > hospital > Chinatown for dinner
Getting back all the blood tests reports tomorrow, my god :(


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Walao, ttly forgotten to take my medications today :(
Missed the dose in the morning & luckily I survived :/

Walao, have been spending so much online.
I've a choice but it's irresistible at times lol.
I wanna go bkk man :( I've said this ever since O's ended lol.
Okay whatever.

Love the weather.
Shall stone a while more before heading to bed.

I stepped on the weighing scale & I got a shocked.
Stupid weighing scale, made me fatter and fatter.
It's the food tho :/


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Raining now, so shoik. Turned off the air con & open the windows instead.
But the rain kept coming in damn cool & wet at the same time zzzz 😣
Okay good night 7am tomorrow zzz.


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Lunchie at china town!






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Headed to RWS cos I wanted to go to the VS store to see some stuff!
Apparently the store doesn't carry what I want.
Walked around RWS!
At least we got some free popcorn.
& BFF was being auntie (oops hehe)
When we were heading towards the Choco section of the shop, the popcorn guy asked if we wanted some to try.
& tadah.






Next, we headed to Vivo for dinner.
Initially, M wanted the soup spoon but I Diden like it :/
So we dined at crystal jade instead.

What a face LOL



XLB!
(we asked the person if we can order just 1XLB instead of min 6 lol lol noob :/)







The shrimp noodles were kinda bland :/



Polaroid!









Headed home after window shopping for a while.
Next clique outing shall be in a few months' time yeah?

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Face getting rounder oink.
Anyw why does the part of my hand (where blood was drawn) always get lil swollen after blood test??
Is it a normal thing? Lol.
I've pressed it after it was done ley 😪
Hope the doc doesn't ask me to draw some blood when I see her on Monday ah.
I'm the last patient so I guess I've to wait for quite some some some some time ya eh oh.

Work tomorrow, damn Sian.
Have to get up by 7am 😓


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Chinatown for lunchie > SGH > Vivo to meet BFF!
Am hungry 😞



Blood test form.
Feel sorry for my veins whenever blood is drawn from it 😣

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My health is failing me 😓😥😣😢


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Late night dinner!
Digestion is so slow, cant sleep yet :(

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Hi to my new best friend who will be there for me every morning without fail. 😪😓😞💤

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Just had dinner - mee goreng & now I'm having desert.
🐷🐷🐷 oink oink.
I'm so damn full now.
Cannot sleep if not my gastric will stage a strike w me 😓


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Fattening dinner.

Gonna have a good night sleep and wake up w/o the help of alarm clock tomorrow ((:

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Yoguru ^^
Original + berry!




Fruits




Went to update my bank book & oh my.
Close to $600 spent in 2 weeks. ><

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Work today was damn epic zzzz.
Damn tired :(((

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Amazed by my appetite lol.




2 pc chic
Whipped potato
Cheese fries
Coke
I actually finished them all lol.

Sat-mon: work
Tue-wed: school
Thur: work
Fri: hospital
Sat-sun: work
Mon: hospital
Tue-wed: school
Thur: work
Next next Friday is the only day where I can sleep w/o having the alarm clock to wake me up. :&

My mom went Thailand on tue for 2 weeks to find my dad.
Spot check lol lol.

Gonna sleep soon, Needa wake up at 7am tomorrow, my god ><

Since my mon is away, will have to go hospital alone next Friday and next next Monday :(

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