Fcuked up.I rather i'm not born.
Then, i will not have gone through so much.
In my life time, i could not even recall 1 happy moment i spent with my family.
YES, it's true.
I dun wanna elaborate more.
I really hope i am not blood related to them, but it's a fact i am.
I rather i am in the orphanage.
I rather be loner.
I teared bcos of unhappiness/anger rather then teared for joy/happiness.
Things aint going well this year, seriously.
Yeah, you can say i am unfilial and stuffs like that, but you are not me, you dk my life.
What a fcuk life i've got.
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I've always been made use of.
I know, just that i am keeping quiet and willing to help you.
But when i've a favour from you, you dont seem to be helping.
Yeah, there's a lot of selfish(s) ppl in this world. (including me la)
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I doubt i am thinking too much.
My life is always that unfair, that sad, that fcuked up, it depends on whether i wanna show it out.
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Something happened when i was in P4-P5, that i dread of ______
_____ are ------
That's why, i rather not go into ____, if not, i'll be surely being made use of & kicked aside when something happened.
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I rather be a nun, go find monk.
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People have been looking down on me, so?
Yes, i noe i am stupid enough to fail 6 subjects for MYE.
I knew i will not be doing well anyw.
But, i just dk why i have that feeling.
Whenever i did badly, ppl will think *you are stupid*
Whenever i did well(?), ppl will think *you got so pro 1 meh*
Yeah, that's the reality.
To me, there's no clever or stupid ppl.
It depends on whether you wanna go the extra mile.
I admit, i have no perseverance.
Whenever i opened the ttbk, in less than 5 minutes time, my hand will involuntarily open th monitor.
And i happily started using the com.
And that's why i have to give up my sleeping time to "study".
And that's why, i seemed tired in sch, cos of com >.>
