I need to keep my mind occupied.
It's So hard not to...


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Why this train crawl slower than a snail 😒
It's gonna take me ages to reach home 😖


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what a day.
Was feeling like shit, or worst then shit
I teared a bit on the train back home today. Luckily most people around me were sleeping #typicalsingaporeans

You meant something(to me, at least)

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I'm scared ... Scared of my gastric......
It gets pain easily nowadays, be it before or after meal.
& the pain is different from the gastritis pain.
Howwwwww :(
& i'm like tearing, thinking if I will contract C.....
Anyw, it's all fated?
Fated to die at a certain age.
I'm just scared of all the pain...?
I saw how my uncle changed drastically before passing off eventually.
It's an option that can't be chosen.
& tear drops......

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Mom's cooked curry noodles. Yummy! Super late dinner :( hope my gastric can take it tyvm.

My cousin is so cuteeee! She asked what time will I wake up cos she doesn't see me when she wakes up. (cos I'm off to work!!) ahhhh so heartwarming LOLOL & she's 5 years old. Ahhh <333

Being a filial daughter, I gave my mom $100. (given the fact that my pay is super pathetic after deducting the CPF Contribution)

&&& today is an AWESOME day <: 😄😊😃

Finished another entry of daily yearlings in my iPhone's note.

Shall get ready for bed. Nights <:

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A's results gonna be out this fri (got reminded by the straits times app)
HAIS


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MY JEANS IS SO TIGHT. OH MY. 😓


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wish that it was true x


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Dinner.
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Stayed at the studio a while more to finish some work.
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Breakfast.



Late night dinner.
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Cant believe I went plaza sing just to get a birthday card, wrapping paper & deco sticker.
But at least I managed to buy what I planned 😃







My table is so messy, my mom s gonna nag at me soon 😳




The result of those late night dinners, eating > working during work, those mac breakfasts.
Face expanded.
& clothes expanded cos my body expanded. 😓

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Why the train so shaky and noisy one 👀
Scary, I wanna get off this train 😢

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我很想。。。
FML, why am I tearing.


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Fck, why do I have sucha weak body. FML.


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why an still feeling Hungry although I've taken my lunch 😓
My bank account is depleting soon 😣


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I've thought of things that I wanna do w you, but I know it will always remains as a fantasy


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Time passes so fast.
In about a week's time, I ll be collecting A's results, which I'm def not looking fw to.
Guess I ll go to some quiet place & cry my hearts out 'cos I have an idea how I ll fare.

Work for the past 2 months or so was pretty alright, except for some sucky IC.
Nice work mates <:
The mentor was really nice & patient in guiding us along.
I would say the job scope for this day job is pretty simple, except for some hiccups that's bound to be expected.

Had a short chat with mentor yesterday & came to some realisation.

I guess work was so much manageable as compared to studying.
Now I finally understand how we can apply some of the knowledge that we have accumulated over the 12 years of education into work or even relationship with others.
You ll experience it one day I guess?

Night job was pretty slacky thus I wrote this short + random post.
Supposed to watch the movie 'love' tomorrow but it's still pending, oh well.

Gonna clear up some of the remaining work & get ready to knock off <:







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I wish
I could
I know
I can't


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Hehe, online purchases came <:
Gonna shop online for more soon.
Work gonna end on 29feb & in 2 days time gonna collect results.
REALLY NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT HAIS. :(

Hope can get pay soon!

-
Online purchases 😊









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just killed a cockroach.
Luckily it cannot fly, if not I will fly also ><


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Expert @ swallowing pills.
The doc how nice, gave me 2 days of MC.
Must be 'cos of my going-to-be-voice + coarse voice.







2nd serving of lunch.
Super nice! Ate it tho the doc asked me to avoid spicy food.
#couldntresist.
The client how nice, bought for the instructor & we got a share each.

Think I'm getting mood swing Soon.

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Waiting to see a doc now.
Why so long :(


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Dinner/supper @ close to midnight.



True much.
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I think I'm losing my voice soon :/
So full now but I've to sleep. Gonna wake up @ 6.40am for work tml!

Nights!

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don't feel like going home later.
Haissssassssssssss. 😢


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sighs. Why do I have a mom like this :(
Only knows how to nag & nag & scold instead of showing some form of care & concern.
She thinks that she is right all the time & jumps into her own conclusion.
She asked me why do I walk like w no energy & I told her my leg was pain.
& there she goes.
Never able to understand how I'm feeling.
Don't she think I'm not scared & worried of my own health?
I could hardly get up from my seat by myself, I have to use my hand to push me up.
I could hardly bend down, my knee hurts like mad.
My right ankle feels swollen & pain out of a sudden while I was walking.
My joints, practically my whole body feels so pain and sore ESP when I woke up in the morning.
She doesn't understand all these.
She always have her own set of stories which she thinks it's true.
& I'm lazy to argue w her.
I wish I could have a choice to not suffer all these pain & agony for the past 3-4months.
But then again, ive got no choice.
It's all fated, karma I guess.

I thought I could have a good sleep tonight, but I doubt so.

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bored @ work 😞
yawns.
Money money roll in please 😓
1hr 39min more to go :@





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What a day.


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LOVE.
wanna watch this movie, anyoneeeeeeeeeee?

当一个人悄悄地走入你心里...
xx

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&&& I feel like vomitting.
Dk if it's due to the perfume 😰


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spent like $210 in a day.
I think I hen zai lol.
& the thing that I bought freaking can't open.
Urfgh!!!! Think Needa go exchange zzzz.

Work till 10pm on Monday Tuesday & Thursday!


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Dear body,
Please be well tomorrow.
I need money to fund for my online shopping expenses today.
Take care.
Yours Sincerely.

Hope I can clock in at least 8hours tml <:



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can't believe I slept thru my whole afternoon 😣
Was feeling so weak & tired since ytd...?
Feel a lil nauseous while eating.
Think my gastric has some prob again ><
Gonna make a trip to the hosp & have some checkups I guess.....? 😥
Sighs FML.

I hope I feel alright tml to work.
Isn't nice to be sick & asking people to sub you.
&& no work = no money.

I dreamt of the dream I was dreaming to dream.

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Iwicttyn.
Wish only
Dream only
Think only
'cos it ll not happen 😞


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Sick.
Just feel like Lying on the bed foreverrrrrr.
So comfyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Feel so weakkkkkkkkkkk.
. Wa siannnnnnnnnnnnn .


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Why my IC so fcuked up one?
Told him I wanna get half day cos I was feeling so damn nauseous & he Even DOUBTED me.
What da fcukkkk srsly.
Just what is fking wrong w you?
Was feeling so terrible alr & yet I've to endure shits from you.
Why are some people just so hard hearted?
Do you think I wanna half day leave also?
Do you think I wanna be sick also?
I've no control over it.
Damn fuck.
Thanks for making me cry again.
Emotions + nauseous.
Thanks YOU ARE RLLY FKING AWESOME.


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feel like vomiting :@
Popped Panadol @ 3+am, head was so fking pain.
Please take care, body 😓

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think I'm falling sick soon?
Was feeling so tired + headache + icanfeelsorethroatiscoming.
Body please be strong lol cos I'm gg to work till 10pm tml. 😓


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Last month's pay hit $1k. Thanks to my second job?
This month's pay is gonna be more ✌
Time to sleep yawn 💤

Oh. Wait. My school called today to ask about my surname.
#whatajokesrsly.



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my heart sank.
At that moment, I rlly wanted to call someone to say whatever that's causing my vexed feelings.
And then I realised, I have no one to turn to.
Except for myself.
That's it.


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1st bro bought this iPhone cover for me 👏
He said practicality > design.
My black iPhone looks kinda funny on this white cover, but who cares 😊

Checked my account bal using the DBS app.
Like a happy only.
Although my pay is not that awesome, but still it's hard earned money.
Gonna treat my mom soon, random much.

My 1st bro is going to the states next month.
Gonna get my shopping list ready 😃

Speaking about next month, gonna receive A's results. DAMN FAST PLS :( idw. Idw to get depressed. Hais. That's life. #suckitup.

Sleeping in 10mins time!

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knocking off soon 👏😄




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You're fking best at pointing fingers at others when something goes wrong.
There's a limit to everything, mind you.
Enough is enough.
Just wondering why some people couldn't get the facts right first before accusing or maligning people?
This is too much. It's the 3rd time, mind you.
Whatever it is, 23 more days & I won't ever see you again, hopefully.
Damn.
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Dear gastric 😱
Why I feel so nauseous 😣
Please don't let me vomit.😲


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Why 933 playing all those songs that brings back sad memories 😣


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Big fish 😃

gonna be fast & off for work 😃
Hopefully it ll alright first day solo & hope there's nice clients 😲

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early in the morning, why do my tummy hurt badly?
& my shoulder, hands and knees, why so pain.
Hais FML.


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im hungry now 😒


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Gotten last month's pay cheque for my 2nd job hehe. Happy 😄
Work ended @ close to 10pm.
Whoos I love $$.

Watching movie w ruiyun tml.
We not naughty <:

Waiting for hair to dryyyyyyy and off to la la land laterrrrr.








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Days like this where you feel like shit 😔
Haizzzzxcvbnm.


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I know that I wanna quit this day job.
Cos of some fcuked up head.
But something is holding me back, why like this 😔
Know it won't work out, but ... It's just 😰I can't control.

No one's gonna work on V day night.
Should I work?
Since I'm forever lonely #sadlife.
But if I work, clients who come in for their Pilates lessons ll ask "today's V day, never celebrate?"
Then just keep mum lol.

Or should I sleep on V day?
Or shop on V day?


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There's 4D draw tonight
Huat ah lol.
If not my $2 ll be gone :(
Amitoufo 😃


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