You could do great things if only you weren't so busy with little things
-reiterated by Mel Gill-

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Late today!
I will be doing my long desired detention next week.
*excited* :&

Anyw ive found a meaningful and inspiring quote in the sch compound today.
Shall share w u guys soon LOL!


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Sch's a bitch and sucks big time.
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Anyw met BFF today :D
Although it was a short catch up, it was <3
Hehe.

It sucks to feel so sleepy and tired despite having sufficient sleep the previous night.
And I haven't been doing any stats tut yet.
Only started doing tut & copying ans during Tuts.
At least I attempted 10% of my Chem.

On a happier note, I finally got my refund back from the spree agent after one month -.-""

This wasnt the life I was after.
Back to a loner.

back to have some deep thoughts.
Good bye.

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Dear wisdom tooth,
Thanks for pain that you ve caused me to bear for 24/7.
Thanks for bringing two more of your siblings for me.
Yours Sincerely
Hater.

Gosh my gum is swollen and it's freaking pain due to my wonderful fren, wisdom tooth.
I have trouble sleeping ytd, thanks my wonderful fren.
Thanks my wonderful fren for causing me Bad mood.
This wisdom tooth has been growing for 11 months, (yadayada) when ll you stop growing -.-""""

The pain is unbearable.
I'm turning in soon, that's the only soln to which I need not endure the pain.

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Urajsdoptibfuutucnait?
Oh well ~


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Off to sleep now aft using the com.
So freaking tired.
Gonna wait up at 6am Tml :(
Schs sucks, hw sucks more ;(


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Took freaking 8 hours to complete a case study. ==
Was so engrossed w star awards.
Aww :(
Idk sch to start Tml ~
I got a lot of homework that are undone......
I need 50hours a day :&

Can't believe I actually spent 2hours writing my IS intro.
And I have a feeling that my intro was written utterly horribly.
But I'm really clueless as to how to write a proper intro..

Homework due Tml:
1. CSE essay
2. Cse case study
3. Math tut
4. Chem tut
And I haven't even complete any of them -.-"
I spent quite some time ytd doing one question of the binomial distribution tut, figuring out how to go about getting the ans from the GC.

I'm watching star awards tonight, 4.5hours will be dedicated to my tv program time.
Let's see if im able to do any of my work while watching the tv program.
Oh well ~

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regretted taking those tts for granted...
I'm always forever like this...
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Was blog hopping and reading what's written on people's blog really made me ponder over certain issues.

How should I start?
Maybe I should start w the release of A level Chinese and PW results.
'B' for Chinese. like I've said, although getting a B does not entitle me for the 10 bonus points, i'm satisfied.
In sch, my Chinese grades Never once hit B. I once failed Chinese bef, joke right when I was once a HMT student.
'C' for PW. I know many were upset over the fact that they ve gotten a B and probably that was as a result of the penalty that was imposed on the sch.
Some even went to appeal.
If you were to ask me if I were sad upon receiving my PW results, my answer differs.
Maybe I was a tiny whiny sad over it.
I know that getting a C for PW is abnormal to some extent, and I'm considered the last 20% of the concord.
The bulk of the concord is getting at least a B.
Being sad can't change your grade.
I know that I'm not born to be a speaker, my clarity, fluency have not met the minimum criteria.
I was aware of the fact.
Adding on, I Ttly screwed up the Q&A part of the OP.
So getting a C was kind of expected.

Moving on, common test.
I was rlly glad that I need not meet the HOD/VP/P.
Sidetracking, I once met the sch HOD in my sec 4 days 'cos I failed >5 subjs.
Was supposed to meet the VP, but VP wasn't free cos she needs to entertain too many Ppl.
And I will never forget how he made me cry bitterly.
He just kept on lecturing non-stop.
Coming back, it was kind of unexpected for me to pass all of my content subjects except for GP.
I may seem hardworking at times, but that's only the surface.
Perhaps I was 'acting hardworking' at times.
My mind wasn't w my heart.
Adding on to the fact that I have tons of incomplete tut(chem, econs, math).
Sometimes luck does have a part to play in your exams.

Next, PTC.
Bulk of the session was about my GP.
I had a urge to cry during the PTC...
'cos ... I was feeling remorse.
Full of remorse...
I know that GP is an impt subject, yet I chose not to pay attn to it at all.
Maybe I did, reading some notes when Idk what I'm reading. So does that consider studying?
They ain't lecturing me.
I could sense their concern.
Their concern over my GP.
My CT was encouraging and gave me
Advices.
So I have to read the Newspp every single day.
I have to force myself to do that.
I know my English is rlly not up to the standard yet...

The route to A level isn't an easy one..
Like what Mr chan said, "survival of the fittest"
The way he said it was damn funny lol.
So I've to start by attempting all my tut..
I can't possibly copy ans during tut all the time and know nuts about what the tutor is talking about..
Saying is easy, it's the actions that make it difficult.
I've been saying that I need to be more hardworking and focused since ages ago.
But I always failed to do so...

I should get my priorities right... ...
Sometimes, I can't help to think that way, feel that way.
I need time.
I hope time will return to ...
Close yet not close...
Sometimes I have what I desire, but i chose to ignore it.
And start to desire for it agn.
Okay whatever.


Long post..
Some parts in italics may not make sense, and that was my purpose.
'cos no one ll understand.

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I couldn't resist.
But the outcome wasn't much of what I expected.
What to do.


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Oh yeah, I wanna coop myself at home.
Heading out on either sat or sun then.

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I wasn't sure if this was right...

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Sch ended at 6.30 today!
Looking forward to Either week 7 or week 9 's Chem gym cos there ll be an awesome trainer. Lol!!
I got excited lol ~

No sch Tml :D
Gonna have my double digit sleep time.
Okay, nights :D

:(
Tell me tell me.
Things are just so ...
Okay, *think too much* I've always been like this.
Oh fml.


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Forget it, it pains me only.
As if you would care.
Amazed by how Things can change in such a short period of time.


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An email from my dad.
Feel so weird receiving an email from him.
This is probably the first time we are communicating through such platform ~

Anyw I smiled at this email 'cos ...

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Happy 14th BFF monthsary xx ♥





















Hope you're doing well in SP :D
Let's meet up soon :D
I'm ... ... hehe give me time woo hoo.

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Sch's tml.
urfgh...

lost in somewhere.
somehow it feels weird.
weird w/o ...
if only things can be the same, just like the past.

I rlly Dk why there's people out there who are trying to sow discord.
Putting words at other people's mouth.
Telling tales that are untrue.
Indeed, my foresight proved me right.
Thru this incident, I will be more wary of you.
Be glad that you are not there, if not I will be hurling vulgarities at your very own face.

What happened today led me to the incident that happened two years ago.
That vivid scenario will always stay etched in my mind.
It's almost impossible to forget it
I always thought I've moved on.
But I still could not.
That setback is too huge for me to handle alone.
(gosh can't believe I'm crying like mad right now)
That's when I learnt that I shouldn't trust people too much, shouldn't rely on people too much.
'cos if anything were to happen, no one would be there for you.
Or maybe your one and only 'real' friend - your shadow.
That's when I tried to be more independent.
That's when I tried to place lesser trust on people.
That's when I tried to place lesser hopes on everything.
That's when I tried to keep my feelings more to myself.
That's because I'm scared ... Scared of ...
I thought I was strong, but I wasn't.
I thought I've walked out from the darkest side of my life, but I haven't.
I thought I've pulled through, but I havent.
I'm feeling so lousy, so terrible, so useless and all that...

I will Try to be strong.
I will try to be more independent.

People become stronger after every break
down? Does it apply to you?

Tonight is an emotional night.


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Mixed feelings.
Many thought are running in my mind now.
So much so that I Dk where should I begin..

Feeling so lousy..
Fml.


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Zomfg :O
Tonight Was when i started Clearing my table, sorting out and filing those 'hanging around' worksheet.
Then I realised that I haven't done/complete most of my math tut, in particular.
The point is I don't think ive time to complete them all, so I shall leave em as it is.

Self-illusion? Is there such a word? Lol.


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漫长的等待。。。


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KOI is loved <3
Hopefully, I'm able to handle the Chem worksheet while drinking KOI.
Only After seeing the gym worksheet, Then I realized how Thoughtful The Chem dept was when setting for the CT.
And that's when I realized the CT is much easier then the worksheet.
Psssssst what I meant was the worksheet was much harder than the CT, no doubt for that. (or it's 'cos I'm dumber)
Okay, whatever it is, I need to complete or at least attempt those qns.
Hopefully that cup of KOI will increase my productive capacity lol........


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Going to have a 8hrs sleep and hopefully it will prevent me from thinking of irrelevant stuff.
oh well ~

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失去了才懂得珍惜。
可惜太迟了。
Fml.


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K, i've no other pics so I dug out some pics lol.

I've consultation/remedial/whatever it is called for every single subject..
GP, math, econ, cse, Chem. :(
Oh well..

IS is driving me crazy.
I ll have to read tons of books just to come up w an essay..
1st draft due by end of the month.
I haven't even finished sourcing.

I've a new technique of studying test lol!
Just spend v little time studying and just study the formulas lol!
Let's see how effective is this technique lol~

I had a 9hrs sleep ytd.
Shiok Max.
I néed to sleep at 9pm to have my 9 hours sleep ~

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I don't dare cos I'm afraid that I ll see things that I dont wish to see.


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(pray that I won't be late Tml :O)

Was late today~
Ran straight to sch aft alighting from bus w Eunice & Shikin.
But ... still late.
Guess we were a few microsec to not being late.
Urfghhhhh!

I can't be late anymore :(
One more time & I ll have to do detention.
Two more times & my parents ll be called upon? Hmm.

I'm feeling the pain on my leg, prob due to the 'morning run'.
I'm afraid the pain ll persist even aft finishing the med. :(

Math test Tml.
I think ll fail cos idk what's summation + MI & I know a bit of complex no only.
But I'm go tired.
Shall head for bed at 7pm when my show finishes!
Shall have a 10 hrs sleep tonight!

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I hate it when the meradio suddenly stops and shows "Connected. Hang on."
So pissed when it refused to play when I've waited for so long. Urghh!

I'm so full now.. ;&

I feel like buying so many things!
New bag, new sch~
If i were to buy, my pocket would be left w a huge hole :(


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Fcuk, typed a lot but that post was gone.
Maybe it's just not meant to be published.

at least I've learnt something

Life sucks.
This isn't the type of life that I'm after...

I need time..
Time to fulfill my .....
Ive waited for years..
But nothing came..

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MBS today!
At least it was better than the 1st session cos of some ass hole.
Roam ard marina sq - city link ~
Trained home.

I'm so tired :(

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Is it just a wishful part of me?


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Whoos meeting cliquey Tml lol! :D

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Why do I even care?
Why do you even bother?


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why am I having headache when I've slept more then 8 hours the night bef?
Urfghhhhh ~

It's been a long time since I've enjoyed the morning breeze when I'm walking to sch ~

Fri's the release of A level pw results...

Off to have my 8 hrs of sleep.
Cse essay not completed tho ~

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adeline, don't look outside, mr tan is not there
lol!


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I'm excused from PE for at least one week :D
Went to see a Chinese physician just now..
Hopefully my leg ll recover soon.

My huge appetite is getting scarier nowadays :&
I had two big servings of dinner just now, and a cup of IOI bubble tea.
Shd do something bout it cos I'm fat enough.
Aiya I always say, but no actions taken.

I've to attend the 7am GP remedial program every wed starting from next week :(
I wonder if I'm able to pass my A level GP..
I would be contented w a D or C..
That is if I'm able to achieve it..

The chemistry dept is rlly innovative.
They came up w a Chem rev clinic & a Chem gym.
Wonder who ll be the Chem doc, nurse and trainer. Lol.

I shd rlly reduce the amount of time I spent on the Internet..
Online shopping, blog hopping, clicknetwork etc shd stop soon.
It's rlly eating into my sleep hours.
I'm feeling tired in sch, ESP so if the tut or lecture is mundane.

Headache.. Sleep deprivation..

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(lol)

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1-15 three stars :D
I have to achieve all three Stars for 4-15 now ~

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disappointed.


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2-15 & 3-15 all three stars :D
Spent a lot of time playing okayyy :&
I know I'm slow & noob.
But since CTs are over and I've nothing else to do, I shall contd playing to achieve three stars in all levels!

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I'm waiting for my dinner :(
Looks like I ll be eating dinner during supper time.
Lol.

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I made silly mistakes that I shouldnt have made.


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My lil couz called this a coconut lol!
she was telling me that she saw a coconut on my table.
Then I was like huh coconut?
And she brought the 'coconut' over and I realized that it was this white donut lol.
She's just too adorable love herrrrrrr :D

Hope better days ll come soon ...

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Cheap cheap Supre items lol!
The start of my online shopping :&

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What a April fools' day srsly!
Lesson learnt: do not follow everything what others did.

I failed my GP lol!
I think I ll get 0 percentile.
I get 32 m lol!
32/100 not 32/50 :&
I think I ll TOP my concord from the bottom.
Omfg, think I'm damn damn smart man :@

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