Fcuked up mom.
Have to tolerate her fcuked up attitude when I'm alr feeling like so damn nauseous and feverish.
What a life srsly ==


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Pain pain pain I think my whole abdominal is gonna drop off =="""
I think I know what's bugging me.
I still can't accept what the doc told me about the suspected diagnosis.
I still need time.
2 more weeks to my scan.

IS was a bitch.
I printed my IS for dk how many freaking times.
Only to find out that the page no was wrong aft i've bind it. ==
Can't wait to submit tml like srsly.

Amazingly amazingly Amazingly I passed my GP, for the 2nd time in the entire JC exam, if you count in j1 mye.
I was taken aback. My essay was practically clean? Only a few underlines.
Guess the marker was too tired to comment.
I was a U grader all along.

I think I rlly need to start studying, like soon.
Flipped thru my cse prelim papers, words like facts, proofs, CK was practically written on every page of my paper.
This proves one thing: no study = no content.

Okay bye, time to listen to some emo songs & sink in...

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When the doc said gastritis wont cause much pain, i knew something else was wrong.
Just Take It.
Life Goes On.
Be Positive.

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& all that pain, sorrows, tears, who will understand?

School starts tml.
I haven't enjoy enough, like srsly uh.
Most probably getting back results tml.
Mentally prepared to see Many Us.
Good luck to me.
Good bye.
Good night.


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I wish I could enjoy the days whereby I'm feeling healthy again.
All that pain and discomfort, accompanied by some tears, wouldn't stop bugging me for the past 3-4months.
Even w medications, I'm still feeling sick.

I'm always experiencing setback bef the commence of any national exam.
I still could remember distinctly that incident which happened two years back, probably one of the turning point in my life.
I'm left w 1month plus bef the A's finally approach.
Now that I'm faced w some sucky illness, it's more difficult for me to get my ass down & study.
Whenever I'm studying, I ll think of the pain&discomfort instead of the solution to the question :&
I'm curious to know my super duper Awesomezxcc prelim results y'know ==
Probably all my percentiles will be single digit or 1x.

Amitoufo, i really hope to recover soon ~
Please?

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Dinner - curry noodle <:

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My AE & supre items arrived last fri<:
Rlly love the material of the grey oversized LS pullover, but the size is rlly big ==
The cutting is rlly v big although I've bought a few sizes now (not saying I'm skinny or what but the size is rlly big :( )

Now waiting for my nordstorm & MB items to come <:

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Major discomfortzxcvbnk.
Sighs.
Kept hesitating if I shd call the hospital for an appt when the answer is obviously a yes. ==""""""""""""""""""""""""

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Hawaii papaya <:
I'm waiting for 12pm so i can head down to Mac & get my 4 monopoly game labels<:

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Lying on my bed playing w iPhone games.
My mom is in my room watching love, sitting on my seat lol!
Just had some mother-daughter online shopping lol!!
Spent so longggg to decide which and what to buy!

Long day out so tireddd.

Oh anyw I told my mom that I ll do quite badly for Prelims when she asked bout it.
At least she ll be mentally prepared if I get 5U/Ss.

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Since long I've eaten this <;

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Things that my bro bought from his US buz trip (:
Vans, F21, RL, Levi's & Hardrock!
Gonna wear my new vans to sch next week <:
Tml gg town, then Jumbo @ Clarke Quay <:

































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-nothing better to do-

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Anyw, after months of medication, im still experiencing abdominal pain & discomfort, occasionally nauseous, bloating & a feeling that there's something stuck in my throat.. Something must be wrong somewhere uh.....
& ive no more medicine 'cos ive finished em all up....
Havent call the hosp for appt yet 'cos i havent tell my mom yet... lol...

end of prelim! <:
chem p1, tough uh.
Could only do 15 out of 40 qn & im not sure if the ans were correct....
The rest are random shadings of the ovals.....
Well over ~~

After every exam, I will feel dumb-er.
'cos of innumerable qns that I couldn't do.
I wonder how people can predict that they can get good grades after every paper.
For me is high chances of getting U or S uh.
Thats the diff btw a smart and a dumb person.

Time to relax & playyy!
Side tracking Idw next week to come so fast cos results would be out by then ==

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CSE P2!
What i predicted came out, cross straits ==
But i did not attempt that Qn, Ive no points to write on.
My essays were ... :/
Each para was made up of 2-4 sentences, im writing the words to make it seem like ive written a lot lolol...


Hopefully my AE + Supre item ll arrive tml & i can wear em out on sat <:

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See my dad's "necklace" lolol!
There' 3 big things hanging there.

Mom: tml got exam?
Me: err ya.
Mom: tml exam then no need study? Prelims no need study one?
Me: -silence- contd playing piano.
I'm learning to play piano now lol! My 4 year old couz taught me how to play twinkle twinkle little star lol lol.
Gonna find more scores & practice.

Gonna sleep now.
Mac breakfast awaiting me tml <:


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Lunchyyyyy!

Math p2 today.
Couldn't do almost 80% of the pure math an stats were tough.
That's how p-r-o I am.

Sitting by the window to look after the drying process of the white radish (cos the weather looks like it's gg to rain) while reading my super super beloved cse ==
Hope I can finish studying at least half of cse bef tml's paper!

Waiting for my AE & supre stuff to reach me a couple of days time <:

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胸口好闷，感觉要死了。

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Screwed econs & chem p2.
I could see many "U"s.


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Stop planning (what I want to do, but end up doing nth) & start doing (my studying for Econ).

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Long day outttttt.

Life doesnt give us all that we want, we need to fight for it.
It is an arduous process, ultimately those who persevere will stand to survive.










Need to study for econ.
Lots of it to study.
Not forgetting cse math and chem..
I rlly dw to get back my prelim result slip in a few weeks time..............

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Too much to handle.
Teach me howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
Hell yeah ==

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& I know that things won't turn out to be what I wanted.


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Lolszxcv.

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Shihlin chic!
It would be more perfect w a cup of bbt.
Currently refraining from drinking bbt 'cos of ...

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Spent more than SGD 150 this month.
Thanks to to the appreciation of The Sing Dollar which makes imports cheaper.
Econs term. ==
left w 3 days to studyyyyyyyyyyyy :(

Feel like eating Mac ice-cream yes it's nice (to me) lol lol.

Next post: gastritis, stay tune!

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Cooling night, tuning in to the radio,watching hours of tv, relaxing.
It would be more relaxing if my body weren't giving me problems.
Today is buy1free1 @ subway & I gave it a miss 'cos of my nauseousness.

Chem p3, math p1 and cse p1 Prelims over.
& I have a rough idea as to how W-e-l-l I ll do.
But luckily I'm feeling not sick when I'm doing the papers? If not my grades will be more awesomezxcc.

I wanna go H&M after Prelimssss!
Haven't breathed orchard air for 2-3 weeks alrrrr!

Let's talk 2 is sucha nice show.
Engaging & relevant to teens ~~

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Cooling night.
Shall just relax & heck cse p1 and math p1 prelim although I havent finished studying or shd I say havent rlly started? #itsalwaysthesame.
Sitting in front of my studying table, looks like I'm studying, but my mind is @ somewhere else.
Somewhere in the moon ~~~~

maybe I shd do my IS tml morning and hand in tml as promised.

Idk how long can I hold on too...............


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Today Hor is chem p3.
No time to finish ley.
Sian ah.
I choose one qn only know how to do half a qn and then Hor no time to do the other qn. So practically Hor that whole qn was blank.
So GG Liao lorxz.
Hard to pass lor.
So lidat lor.
Over Liao eh.

Singlish is so cool (:
I was typing all the ah ley lorxz then there's the red line below all those words.

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True true :(

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Feeling so damn uncomfortable now.
Shd have made a trip to the hospital last week when I'm alr not feeling well.
I tot I would get well the next day and then the next day and then the next day ==
Feeling nauseous.
I feel like DEATH.
And the best thing is Prelims starts tml.
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Gratssssssssss I hit the jackpot once again. ==""""""""

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Prelim's tml.
Time fliesssssssssssss.
I'm not even half prepared for it ==
It's gonna be a repeat of mye, probably worst.
Have been gg out almost everyday for the sept holi.
And the catch up movie on xin msn is so additive lol lol the pupil is sucha nice show!

Abdominal pain, discomfort & Bloating, when will you leave me? =="


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One of the tragic in life is to know when you ll die and to die in pain.
What's worst is that you get to know your funeral preparations & to decide for your own coffin.
Death is inevitable, it's just a matter of time.
But it pains me to see someone close suffering in pain, whereas I can do nothing to relieve his pain.
And that rlly sucks.
I guess the only thing I can do is to pray & visit him more often.

For the past few days, I stood by the hospital bed, seeing how frail he is getting day by day really afflict me.
And one thing that struck me the most was that I shouldn't take life for granted.
For it is that everyone has only one life to live with and you have little say as to when you will part this world.
So live everyday without any regrets.
:I'm trying.:

Thinking about all that really make me tear.
Oh well that's life.
& I can't sleep thinking about all that, tearing anddddddddd ...

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能健健康康地活在这世上已是一种幸福了。



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2/9/2011!
Pre-birthday celebration for ruiyun!
The supposedly surprised birthday celebration at the void deck was a failure lolol.
We couldnt light up the relightable candles. lolol.
& while we were preparing, her parents saw us lolol.
&& the cupcakes are so pretty & awesome.





































































































































NYDC @ Holland V.

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Bought this polo tee from AE online!
40% off lol!

Have stopped taking medications for 3days & now I'm feeling bloated :(

Studying wasn't productive at all w so many happenings.
Dampened mood.

Shall blog more tml.

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This is super nice <3

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The stack of gastric med ~
The med was dated:
24/05
20/06
11/07
14/07
21/07
25/07
Meaning I Made 6 trips to the GP and poly bef heading to A&E lol lol.
& these excludes my hospital med.

&& I hope I won't have to consume any gastric med anymore pls ~~~

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Breakfast (:

Flu & sore throat decided to befriend me today.
Lower abdominal pain has been accompanying me for the past few days.
Maybe I shd go for a CT scan or Xray or whatsoever To determine the cause of my discomfort.
Have been researching on the possible cause of my discomfort.
Feel like death.




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Hopefully I ll make it in time for McValue breakfast.

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