I wonder if...
No, no I wonder if...
Lol I'm mad.
I can't get to sleep.
My mind is occupied, daily yearnings entries.


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Hate it when I got ignored when I asked a qn via text.

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Tell me oh tell me

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Ashton's w girlfs.
Yummy!

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I think I rlly need to see a doc soon.
I feel pain in my knee & toes & those joints even when I'm walking.
Been like 5-6months? & it's worsening :(
I think my mom is gonna nag at how weak my body is becoming.
How shd I tell my mom that I need to see a doc? :&

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JOKE.
I WENT TO THE CLASS & THOUGHT IT WAS SOMETHING THAT I HAVENT LEARNT SO I WENT TO COPY NOTES.
Then after a few minutes I realised that the lecture was getting more and more alien.
I attended a lit class zzz

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[22/3/2012]




Koi for work <:
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Sucks to be in a dilemma now :(
I haven't come to a conclusion yet.
I've been alternating between retaking A's and SIM (local Us is quite impossible).
Okay, reading the forums now & looking at views and opinions posted there.
But I know at the end of the day, I will still have to come up with a decision which is so hard.
I wish I had got a direction to head to when I was in my JC life.
Sadly, I was afraid of setting goals & having a dream course when I graduate as I dread thinking of what I really want to be when I'm in the working society.
I dread 'cos I know I will never attain my goals and prefer to take a step at a time.
To which, I truly regret.
I took up my courage to take a look at the indicative grade profile of the various local U 2 weeks back and was shocked to find out the standards that we would need to gain admission.
In my JC life, I hardly regard those grade profiles. I think I dare not face reality yet

One words pretty much sums up everything - REGRET.
Lots of lots of regrets.
Too much to mention.
Regretted studying only chapters that I find them relatively simpler to understand.
The list goes on and on.
Guess I've come up w a decision that I hope I won't get swayed easily.
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Bored during work :&












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Many imperfections.


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Fat day.
Ate so much today.
Work tomorrow.
Night.


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atiwsitismy.


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I KEPT WITHDRAWING MONEY FROM ATM NOWADAYS :(
This can't go on forever man.
Why is surviving in SG such a burden :(
Can't wait for the pay cheque which will be issued at the end of the month!


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Oink

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Gastric problems are a bitch, I swear.
Wah damn ><


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Hope that the dream that I had will come true


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CHECKED MY IB & WAS SO SHOCKED TO SEE THE AMOUNT AVAILABLE IN MY ACC.
Oh my.
The list of withdrawals is srsly too long :/
Gonna work more hours this month!!!!! :(


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i give up.

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Food food food.
Food expenses can be quite a bomb srsly :(
Work tml @ 12pm.
Night...!


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istoyaismy.
How, oh well.


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Upsized mac at this unearthly hour. Oh my :(

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my thighs are aching from Monday's 2km jog.
My knee still hurts :(


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Im so bored :(
Anyw realised that ive some pending questions which was asked like 1 year + ago, & i think it's quite redundant to answer now? lol.
yawns, im so boreed.
needa find a job soon.
Cash is running low.
Transport fare alone can be a burden. oh my.

my weight increases every time I take my weight during work :((







Fast food fast food fat food fat food. Oink. Pig.

My tummy is hurting. Must be due to the damn full & oily LJS :(

-suddenly thought of that meal, which was so so damn awkward
Could only look @ my food or the surrounding.
& then the shop nearby played that song which I loved so much during that time.
Why, oh why.

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Wish that the winds is stronger and the rain is heavier.

& same goes to my -hard-


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NICE SONG <3

hungry 😓


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Went swimming w girlfs on tue 07/03/2012!
It was more of playing & heart-to-heart talks?
Only swam 2 laps & I'm so tired & panting LOL. Weak. Haven't exercise for almost a year. :&
Had chic for 2 meals in a day, oh my :@

Their company are loved.
Love how we can have so much things to say although we don't meet up very often!

































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This is a joke lol.
Kinda miss Working :(
2.5months of work, ended kinda fast?

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why do I always have the urge to care so much when you don't even give a damn, right :&

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I wish the dream I had was real.
It seemed real, to me.
:(
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it always stops there :@


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On the bus to BFF's hill top house!
Then there's this girl doing organic Chem qn.
So tempted to do lol lol.
Counting the number or C-C bonds. Benzene ring.
& Alkene <333 HAHA
Those were the days. Kinda miss it tho.



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love the weather (:
Gonna turn in soon.
Hungry now :(((


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Okay, my lappy's internet access is backkkk! <:
Went out w girlfs. for the past 2 days.
it was funnn & awesome time spent <3
go out = spend money.
& i wasnt given any allowance for like a year? ever since school stops.
pathetic me.
okay, going BFF's house > Suntec > work tml!


tell me, why am i thinking of you ALT :(
miss those laughters, those playings.
& i know it wont happen again.
note to self: dont think so much, dont expect so much, you know the expected outcome.

today is a damn fattening day.
My face expanded. Lol.
Had KFC for lunch, super full.
Had western food + gong cha for dinner! My mom prepared western food & I don't wanna waste her efforts. So I took 2 hours to ate a meal :/
Drumsticks.













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gastric, you just won't behave. Oh my.
Gastritis, please don't come back to me down :(
Why do my finger hurts :(
Why do my knee hurts :(
Why do my joints hurts :(
Everything hurts.
Reality hurts, a lot.


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Why I can't access the Internet using my lappy :(
Weird much.

Okay, I still need time to get over it.
And to think carefully what I really want to do in future.

Work from 6-10pm.
Gonna find another day job soon (;

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I need time to get over it.
Thanks for those encouraging messages that made me smile a bit.
& thanks BFF for being there. <3
Yesterday was the release of A's results.
Apparently, I didn't did well. In fact, it was terrible, horrible.
I broke down instantly once I've received my cert.
I guess I wasn't fully prepared all that big blow.
& reality is indeed different form ideality (you define them yourself).
I thought I was mentally prepared enough to accept the fact that I will be doing badly.
Apparently, I wasn't, a bit.
Congrats to those who scored really well <:
& The % of ABs for H2 CSE was 74.4%.
Guess Mr Chan will be super happy over it & he can continue to publicise for his subject, lol haha.
Oh btw, I wasn't part of the 74.4%.
I wonder how many saw me cry yesterday.
My readers for yesterday & today tripled. Oh my. (is it linked? Hmm).
Gonna control my emotions & I shouldn't let my tears drop where & when they want.
Work tml.






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idk what can I do other than sleep.
Slept from 7pm till now.
& my pillow gets wet & dry & that goes on...
Realised that i haven't have a proper meal ytd.
Hungry now, but guess I ll just sleep & sleep.


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WHY TIME PASSES EXCEPTIONALLY FAST TODAY :(
another 2.5hours :(((((( to hell.


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scared scared scared.
Feeling damn uneasy. 😪
So gonna be late for work.
moodless.
Sighssssssss.

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& fcuk I'm like crying now..
Noooo gonna control 'cos I'm working now.


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Getting back A's results tml.
It's damn fast, I feel.
It felt that A's just ended recently.
WHY DOES WE HAVE TO KNOW THE RESULTS SO EARLY? :((
Reality shall slap me tomorrow.
I scared that I may break down tml.
Oh my god.
The thought of it really make me feel uneasy &&&&&&&& some other emotions.
I think i can't focus during work till 12.30pm tml.
HAISSS.
I think my friends will do well for A's & i ll be the only one getting back terrible results.
That sucks, it happened during O's.
& you still have to put a smile on your face tho it's killing you inside out.
IM SCARED, HOW.

Blame yourself, Adeline.
No one but yourself.
I want to cry again, howwwww :(

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it was hard falling sleeping.
Why am I thinking of ... 😢


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