mixed feelings.
Sometimes I wish that my dumb brain could stop thinking so much.

Oh & my appetite have been getting better & better.
Ironically, I'm still feeling unwell generally.

Bye


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Supper <:

Today marks the END of A's LIKE FINALLY.
Okay so I've been reading a lottttttttttt, & many have went to check their chem p1 ans & all scored so high like >30.

I don't dare to check + I don't have the answer to all the qn cos there was like 10qn which I randomly shaded.
Yeah I know I quite Zai randomly shade.

I don't feel exceptionally happy although it's the end of A's.
It just feels so weird + insecure.
'cos I've a super duper strong feeling that I'm gg to retake it/private U(if my results allow me to enter).

Bye.

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Supper <:







& this is damn nice uh!

15 more hours yes yes!!! Hehe.
Just get my ass now & contd doing mcqs.
I did close to 160 Mcq questions today hehe:


Bye bye!

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the conver btw my 1st bro & I <:

Enough of watching china got talent 2 & online shopping!
Need to have self discipline tml & start on my chem ABCD (I said I wanna start ytd but noooooo haven't ==)
Fri was black Friday & there's so many cheap deals!
Butttt I decided to control myself T.T
Just see & no buy :@

Excited for post A's!
I've planned what I wanna good alr ^^


Good night!

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Spent the whole day watching china got talent 2.
It's just so awesome.
I've got limited vocab lol lol.

People have dreams and goals, something that they want to achieve in life.
I've nothing.
Ive never really thought deeply before as to what my dreams & goals really are.
I fear thinking, 'cos the dull picture will always appear.
I don't think I can achieve much in life.
I don't think I have that much capability, knowledge, wisdom, perseverance, talent, determination and so on to achieve something great in life.
Lastly, I don't think I have that much time.

Kinda regretted accepting your request.
It just feel so weird helping you.
But since I've alr promised I ll do it uh.
It feels so unreal.

Good night.


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look @ how amazing & mature this 12 yr old kid is.
he has gone thru so much & it made me feel im nothing as compared to him.
amazing <:

Unhealthy dinner.

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srsly i cant stop thinking about the cse p2 ytd.
ytd was the only pp that i knew the points for the essay Qs in my 2 years of cse life.
& guess what i was left w 20 mins w the 3rd essay.
& my essay was atrocious srsly zzzzzz,
#regretmuchpls.
I need time to get this shit out of me.
Fcukkkkkkkkkkk.

ttly no mood for chem ABCD srsly.

fcuk all these pain zzz.
I feel like dying alr.
Srsly everywhere hurts.
Limited movement pls damn it zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


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Love encompass all.
damn touching.
30:00-37:00


China got talent 2

teared while watching, it's so touching, no words can describe cos my english not good lol T.T

the subject which I fared worst in was actually the easiest subject in A's.
No point if it's easy 'cos I did not finish & Don't think I can do well.
No point brooding over it.

Time for ABCD tml.

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Like hardworking siolxzcv.

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I realised I still have a lot to study for tml's paper.
Regretted started studying only this week.
& my mind is full of ways to earn moolah.
&& I shd concentrate!

Anyw I had a weird dream ytd.
& so my headache didn't go away, I went to consult a gp.
Then I told him about my Gastric problem, joint prob etc.
Then he suggested X ray and some other sorts of scans.
I told him I'm currently having appt at AH and the doc suggested CT scan if my prob still persist.
& the gp laughed at me, saying that I'm the odd one out if I rlly go for a CT scan.
Srsly, I think I kept thinking about my health prob that I dreamt about it ==
And the CT scan part is true, the AH doc did mention about it when I had my appt w him approx 3 weeks ago.
#joke much pls ==

sometimes I rlly wonder what you are thinking.
& you made me speechless @ times.

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Best studying posture: putting your legs on your table lol lol.

2 more themes to go...




See my cousin so cute lol lol.
Was studying in the kitchen while cooking my maggie mee & she followed me.

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I love China, ttly <:

I swear I nearly died from my headache yesterday midnight ==
Okay lah a bit too exaggerating but it was rlly Fking pain.
I've never had such a painful headache Ever.
Barely 3 Hours since I've eaten panadol and the pain is back.
I feel numbness + headache.
Wasn't like this in the past ~
Oh well ~~~~


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though im 18 years old in age, I feel like I have a 80years old granny body ==

Headache, no amount of sleep is enough for me.
Bye

those messages <:


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Haha yeah i'm a loner nunny.

status quo?
Hoping for something?
#uncertainties

Nights.

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See my big ass nose.

Anyw I'm happy for no apparent reason.
Hehehehhehehe.

I feel constipated HAHA ==

Okay bye i'm mad.

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Yum.

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jealous + envy.
Videos that made you feel emotional <3


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perfect weather.
Anyw I think I was mad for a few mins, I went to watch some
Keyhole stomach surgery lol lol...
Then I felt it was gross and fast forward the vid lol.
Managed to catch a few glimpse of ... Hehe <:

Since the weather is awesome & my mood is good, I shall write one cse essay.
That's my life, writing essay during a rainy day, how awesome :@




Hi cse essay <3.<3

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Tmd I think I really got old people disease liao zzzzzzzz.
My bone also can feel pain. Zai Liao.
Sometimes I dread sleeping 'cos of the Fking pain that ll worsen in the middle of the night.
Old Liao
Dumb Liao
Useless Liao
Brainless Liao
Can go die Liao
Wa piang eh

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photos indeed does bring back memories... ...


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Woke up from my nap & was feeling damn dizzy nauseous and sweating.
Strong urge to vomit & forced myself to, & vomited.
Damn. was feeling so giddy and dizzy that I couldn't see probably.
Lied on the toilet floor after Vomiting (I still can't believe it that I lay on the toilet floor == just next to the ...)

Feeling so f terrible now.
All the abdominal pain & discomfort.
4++ months, that's how Long I've been enduring.
Oh f man.




All these med doesn't seem to work. Zzzzzzzzz.

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kept waking up in the middle of the night 'cos of the pain.
F.
I feel like my knee and shoulders are gg to disjoint srsly.
Fking pain zzz.


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tmd I want to die liao the pain wa lao.

Feeling so lethargic despite 15hours + Nap.

11 more days.
Then I ll go for more check ups.
The med doesn't seem to work & I'm experiencing joint pain everywhere.
Wonder if it's a side effect of the drug or it's a new medical condition?

Wa piang eh



don't stray, stay still.

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Nua in bed for the whole noon + evening.
20 hours of sleep.
(Y) I think I'm so zai.
Sleeping instead of salvaging my worst subject CSE ~~

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I can't straighten my index finger it's just so pain. The pix doesn't show it clearly ~~

Joints knee shoulder elbow all have pain.
I got old people disease Liao.
Can go die Liao.

My bed calling for me Liao.
Good night.



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Yum

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finally can rest for at least this week.
The more papers I take, the more difficult it is. No point studying.

Yum










Gonna save $$ to spend after A's!

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Can relax after 4pm alr.... Freedom..
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Moodless.
Guess I should stop studying since nothing gets into my dumb brain.
Bye


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when one day, you wish that you have the ability to turn back time.


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think I'm quite screwed for A's.
Only got myself to blame.
The more papers I take, the more depressing I will get and the more dumb I am.
K bye


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Yum


K bye.

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--
Awesome night.
Study time, to make up for afternoon's :(

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Econs, i love you so much lol lol.
Need to read 7 schools' prelim essay = 14 qn = 28 essays.

Okay bye. I love studying (:
Lolzxcvbnm.

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Reading my 6th Econ essay now. Can die. & realised there's so many things that I don't know.

I took 8 hours to write one cse essay today. Im efficient, very efficient.

Bye bye back to my econs zxcvbbnm.

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Haha this Econ lecture is so cute
Lol!
Time to get started on my 1st Econ essay since prelim.




Bye bye bye. Bye

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sighs.... My Chem tutor what's app me & ask how's the paper and it reminded me about how badly I ll do....
I attempted those qn that were tough and skipped question that was easy......... To her....
Im just dumb, so dumb and stupid.
Yeah my Chem tutor is right, should just move on........

Okay, so I ll be ranting on my A levels almost every other days for the next 3 weeks.

How I wish I could come out of the exam hall smiling and having the confidence to do well, instead of having a sucking face and think about how tough the paper is, how brainless I am and how any-o-how I am.....

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Lolssxcvbmm.

Slacked the whole day. Acting like A's is over!
I should start on my cse essay soon!

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Almost vomited blood lol lol.
Siri can't seemed to understand my awesome English.

Time to write my beloved cse essay


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