Gastritis can take months or even years to recover?
Just kill me please if that's the case.
Have been reading up so much on gastritis such that i can write a report on it already.
Have been watching endoscopy video as well.
I'm just amazed at how the use of technology have brought about innumerable benefits for us.

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Save me from all those pain & sorrows.
Why do I have so many regrets in life?
FML.


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The last line.
So true 'cos I needa finish my IS by today.
That is after my nap.

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A micro thumbdrive!
The reason why I bought it: cheap lol.









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Anyw I'm 5days behind the deadline for IS submission.
#GG much?
I hope I can finish it tml.
Slacked & went out too much for the past few days..

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Found this when I was clearing my desk.
A nuclear free world - the essay I did in my GP prelim.
After reading the article, ima gonna fail terribly.
I was talking about nuclear energy thru out my essay when nuclear refers to weapons etc as well.
WELL DONE!! ==''

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Note to self:
Be focused.
Aim to finish IS by today.


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I feel like gg to listen to the talk!
The guest of honour is just so awesome <:

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GP prelim in a few hours' time.
After that there's Econ.
Next, gonna go to hospital to visit my uncle.
When i'm back home, needa work on my IS.
My IS is still in a mess & I'm still researching.

I always say I wanna do this & that, ending up, nothing is accomplished.

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Mad tired..
I should rlly get focused & not thinking of irrelevant stuff.
Gonna wake up early & continue doing my IS..

Prelim is in 2days' time.
how fast can time pass?
Prelim is gonna be a repeat of my MYE.
Supposed my results will be worse than what I did for MYE 'cos of my health.
Gastritis will take quite some time to recover albeit I've been eating med consistently for the past one month or so.
Amitoufo ~

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Good health is fortune.

Sometimes, we take the slightest things that we have for granted.
We will only regret it after having a taste of how it is like when we lose it.

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Coconut! Hehe.

Doing my IS now :(
The reason why i'm doing now is 'cos I haven't touched it over the weekends.
So I'm being "hardworking" doing it now.
*same old me* ~

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Yum yum.
My appetite is getting slightly better.
McDonald's for lunch.
But my gastric still feels weird at times :&

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i believe that there's a reason behind everything.
& so, i am still searching for that reason.

*

Polo Tee, wore it after leaving it untouched for more than one year.

6more days to my hospital appt.
But this spells The start of the Prelims.
Just hope that I won't have that much Us than mye.
Uncertainties.
my body has been giving much more prob than bef mye & I doubt I can pass this Prelims.
What else can I do?
Nothing much cos life goes on & time will not stop for you.

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More symptoms coming up.
Amitoufo.


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I'm like 0.1 degree celsius closer to having a fever.
Why do biopsy take sucha long time :(
I wanna my treatment to start soon.
It feels rlly terrible to get nauseous at the sight of food.
Im having aches and pains all over my body.
I feel like I'm a 80years old granny when im only 18yrs old ==.


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Feeling fking terrible inside.
Sucks to tear for almost everyday.
FML.
Why, I ask myself.

& I tot you would understand.
Apparently I was wrong, terribly wrong


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我的痛又有谁能了解..?
Broke down twice today.
Life's gonna be even tougher now.
Idk how long can I hold on to.
Thinking of the OGD procedure before I was sedated made me feel like what happened ytd was a nightmare..
Was rlly experiencing great discomfort..
But the doc & nurse are so caring <3

& I'm starting to tear like now..................

& sometimes I feel bad, giving you cold shoulders & all.
Maybe you cared?
But ...
Sorry?


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Process:
Okay, so I tot I was brave enough to not be put under sedation.
But I was wrong lol lol.
After my throat was numbed, the doc went to insert the tube thru my throat.
Then I pulled out the whole tube & pushed to him lol lol.
(& I teared a bit :/)
I feel so bad :&
The doc was cute & caring & his fashion sense was awesome LOLOL.
& so I opted for sedation.
Anyw heard from my mom that normally, 2mg of sedation is enough for people to go unconscious.
But I need thrice the dosage lol lol.
& I still remembered there's this nurse who kept asking if I arrived at 2++?
Then I said no I came at 1++ & waited for very long.
And then I can't recall anything & I'm unsure if I did spout some nonsense not lol lol.
Then I became unconscious I guess.?
Sedation is awesome, srsly.
If not I will just cry & have to bear the great discomfort.




































































Results out in 2 weeks time!

& I still miss that doc LOLOL!
Hopefully I ll see him in my next appointment. Hehehe.
So that means ive to bear the pain for 2 more weekssssss.
But ... I'm gonna endure it for the sake of the doc LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
#joke.
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Anyw I still don't have the courage to let my mom sign on my horrendous MYE results. :&:&

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Off to hospital now.
Anyw I feel like eating rojak lol lol.
Hope everything goes out to be fine~~


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Buddha bao you wo ~
Amitoufo.
Stomach pain accompanied me for a whole day.
Want to die Liao srsly.
Hope tml's endoscopy ll be alright...

& I've lots of work left undone..
Sighs.



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I WANT TO DIE LIAO.
so painnnnnn urfgh fcukkkkk.


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Homework to be completed by tml:
1. CSE case study x3 part b.
2. NJC prelim 2010 P2 compre.
3. Math tut Rev 1.

Okay, idk what ive been doing for the past 3 days.
Seemed like the sch lib is a better place for me to do my work.
At least i did something in sch.
At home, my bed, lappy, tv & all other stuff entertained me.

Wed is gonna be a long day.
5.30am: Wake up to have my med.
6am: light breakfast.
After that cant eat le until evening.
Gonna register @ the hosp at 1.30pm.
Then endoscopy.
Hopefully it's alright.
It's just a checkup but gastric checkups are slightly different from the rest.
& there's 1% risk involved. lolol.
After endoscopy, needa rest for a while.
Hopefully i dont turn pale or what lolol.

Something must be wrong somewhere.
Eaten med for close to 2 months, yet gastric still feels weird.
Yes 2 monthsssssssssssssssssssssssss, med has became part of my meal.

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new iPhone casing.
Wondering when ll iPhone 5 be released?
My plan gonna be due soon..

From this



To this




The construction noises -/:;()$&@"

Triple pain...

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Fcuk, gastric prob acting up again.
Numbing pain......... :(


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Toms shoes. Hehe.

Today was kinda slack..
Went out w ruiyun to ADL building & to get my stuff.
Finally had koi <3.

Gonna do some work soon :(

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Fking pain! :(
I've prob bending & walking.
Urfghhh.

Econ test tml.
Sure fail.
But still I'm gonna study for it tonight.
At least I've something to write tml.

My gastric prob is acting up again :(
Sighs!

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Had an awesome dream.
How I wish that would come true.
#back to reality.

Gonna study for math & Econ test soon aft I've bathed.




Budget lol. Tissue pp+scotch tape lol lol lol lol.
& it's still bleeding..
Urfgghhhhh

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TODAY IS NOT A GOOD DAY :(

1. My pig trotter got injured.
Blood kept oozing out despite washing.
#gross lol.


















2. An embarrassing moment.
At that point of time I srsly wanna find a hole & hide inside.

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Anyw lots of tests this week.
GP test
Econ test
Math test
Chem test.

Condensed timetable was supposedly to start this week.
Ironically, I end later than my original time table.
So much so of a condensed time table.

Anyw gg for a day surgery next wed!

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Peach from china~
Looks like apple.
But it's damn nice, since ages I've eaten such peaches (like bitches) lol.

I sprained my upper thigh/joint while sleeping ytd.
Ive difficulty walking.
Damn pain ==""

What have become of you..?

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What constitutes a change..?
Think about it.


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